Davis Trip

I went to Davis yesterday with a friend and came back today. It was pretty fun. We stopped by Arden first to go shopping for a bit. My pen pal texted me and said something like ooo i wanna go shopping. buy me something! and I was like um suree and he responded with i'm just kidding -__-

I knew he wasn't serious but I thought hey xmas present haha, so I ended up getting him a tie (which was on sale woo!), which he loved btw. =] Later in the day, I went to go meet him at Mitty's house because that's where he was staying for the weekend. He was so tired from partying every night and doing workshops all day lol. It wasn't awkward talking to him so that was good. =] we get along well! he left for banquet and after that we went to dinner with aurina! <3 hung out with sharon later on too =]

The parties at night were okay. the music sucked =[ it was nice seeing people again though. everyone was surprised to see me hehe. my 4th and i took a shot together =]

man people are so different when they're drunk/buzzed. smoking just turns me off =/ and he..smokes ugh. =[[ i need to get over it cuz it shouldn't even matter but I just don't like that..and this kind of ruined my night.

anyway, went home at like 4am. we were so tired that we just passed out on the couch -__- i woke up at like 7 or 8 shivering! i was sooo cold so i went upstairs to my bed and slept longer. woke up at like 11:30. got ready to go watch roll call, which was basically over by the time i got there. I got to see lil bro! we hugged each other and got teary-eyed. like wth is wrong with us! we just started crying =[[ she wasn't feeling that great and i felt blah from the night before.. ugh. said bye to people and then went back to the apt. ate lunch and then saw elio and hugo for a bit. saw aurina when we were leaving davis.

the drive back was so fun though. texted with pen pal (more like harman texted for me haha) and blasted music! =D i love her!!

"Last week I attended a wedding. After the ceremony, as the happy couple was walking down the aisle, the entire church errupted into 'All You Need Is Love'. Complete with a full orchestra hidden among the guests. My boyfriend turned to me and said, "We HAVE to do this when we get married." I was so excited about this that I didn't even realize my boyfriend implied we're getting married. He's a keeper. MLIA"

priapulida.tumblr.com

my new blog. my litto wanted me to make one so I did. i already love tumblr for some reason. it just looks so much cooler. i've been updating on there more =]

Hannah is so talented! this is super cuute!!! <3

She loved it!!

 

=]

I definitely like to make things happen. Someone comes up with the idea and I usually put it into action or try to at least. like this secret santa thing for group 4! =] I'M SO EXCITED!

omg <3 my housemates! all this christmas stuff is so adorable. little green stockings with our names on them <3 secret santa and dinner on wed! screw finals! =D lol -__-


I WANNA GO TO KOREA! TAKE MEEEEEEE!


HY said it's not gonna snow here -__- THANKS FOR RUINING IT FOR ME!

hmm

I had no idea how hard it is for some people. I didn't realize that some people have it way worse than me. Compared to them, I have a good life because I have a family. I'm thankful for what I have.

Today was a good day. can't stop listening to Lady Gaga. went to lunch with hugo and elio. hugo and i drove around and talked in the car because we wanted to listen to lady gaga. work was meh. biatch. walmart run. hung out with litto and her pbros. we had good convos =]

i really really need to be productive. i'm gonna get shit done starting tmrw!




>=[




things feel really different. i feel like i'm not close to people anymore and they don't feel the need to tell me things =[ sigh...

Last day

I can't believe November is over too. This year has gone by so fast.

Today was an okay day. I don't think I woke up in a very good mood. I hate it when that happens. class. relaxed. class again. safeway. cookie meet for hinduism, which was pretty good. cooked dinner, which turned out really good. meeting which was meh. mitty kitty dance was lame! I only liked the part when "wedding dress" song came on =] I seriously love that song! I think sponsoree can probably dance well to that song. I keep telling him to do TNT.

I miss people. I just feel like I haven't hung out with people. I'm looking forward to group 4 hangout <3 I miss them!

<3 you litto! I'm so glad you liked the food and I can't wait to hang out with you next quarter! I'm really excited about the banquet! It's going to awesome!

i'm like a neglected child.

Lil Bro is getting me Taeyang's autograph!! =D omg <3 litto!

This weekend was like a reunion. Saw my uncle after 11 years! He is such a changed person. I used to be scared of him but now he's super nice and soo encouraging! thank you for all the optimism this weekend. I really hope I can use it =] he calls me doctor -__-

truth

I guess I never thought of it as that way or I just didn't want to. Thank you trainer for talking to me. I just need to accept the truth. My big is my big and I can't change that. It doesn't matter that she's not around or doesn't like apo, she's still my big. I guess at least she's not a bitchy, just flakes a lot -__- She still did everything for me that she needed to, except the close relationship part that she even wanted according to her form.

This just means that I have to learn to be an amazing big myself, which trainer says I am. I'm doing a lot for lil bro =]

I wanna be PT next term because I had such amazing PT's. I want to share the love and friendship that my trainers built into group 4 <3

Finally done!

 

All I have to say is Michael you are HILARIOUS! <3

The party was blah at first cuz the music sucked and all they had to drink was beer. I only went to the party cuz it was across the street lol. Lenday and I bought drinks and after that the party was a lot better. We changed the music and there was dancing =]

LIL BRO WAS THERE! of course haha. I <3 her! She is so much fun to dance with =] Her bf is not considerate at all and I hope she listens to what I told her.

I have service at 8:30am and I'm pretty sure my ride is coming to pick me up at 8. Eff I have like 4 hours of sleep I can get and that's if I go to sleep now, which is not happening -__-

I really hope sponsoree, lil and I are awake enough to go to lunch after service. I really want to hang out with them <3

<3 group 4!

Woke up late but it was okay. Hung out with michelle after class for a little bit and then basically finished making the pillow. I just have to stuff it and finish sewing it. Went to Ikea with Hugo and finally got the light. Thank you Hugo! <3

GROUP 4! minus Nate and Aurina

Jon wearing Aurina's hat haha. I thought he looked cuute =]

aww soo cute =]

Omg hella cute video. Proud to say that I'm in it and made it happen =] My favorite part is "Jay-z" song thing haha.

New Moon

OMG NEW MOON WAS SOOO GOOD! <3


I was a jerk yesterday morning after bio though cuz I didn't do as well on my bio midterm so it ruined my mood. And then I couldn't be happy for Hugo for doing really well on the midterm. He was trying to console me but I just pushed him away and told him to leave me alone and then just left =/ I'm so mean sometimes. Good thing he knows me well enough cuz if it was someone else they would've been pissed off at me. I called him later on and he totally understood. Thank you! <3

I got a haircut! Spent way too much money on a blow dryer and straightener but Annie said it's a good investment. Went to costco and michael's with her and then epic.

"So some people, while dreaming, have the ability to realize that they are in a dream, and then take control of the dream, without waking themselves up. That's pretty freaking cool. The only thing I can do with my dreams is continue them... I'll be dreaming, wake up suddenly, sleep again, and then I'll be continuing that dream I was in. Yeah pretty random."

A friend wrote that in his blog and actually I realized I sometimes can control my dream..so weird.

I am so freaking bored. I know I could be studying for finals and stuff but psh who wants to do that -__- especially since I just finished midterms. I cleaned my room today. So proud of myself! haha

I'm watching Iris again and OMG T.O.P! He was shown for a tiny bit at the end of the 2nd ep! I'm sooo excited to keep watching this drama! =D


I want new music!!

aww trainer completed my heart!


<3 youu!!

hun teri sehli bangayi eh te aeda matlab ae te ni ke tu mere naal gal vi ni kar sakda. sachi mainu gusa chadhanda rehnda eh. meh hun koshish karni chad deni eh.

All done!

Front side of pillow and box.

Back side of pillow and box.

Thank you Annie and Angela for helping!

yes Hannah that is your bed. i didn't know where else to put the stuff to take a pic of it haha. hope you don't mind! =]

Yay

I finished the pillow!! The longest part was cutting out letters. I think it took me about 6-7 hours to finish. Pretty long since I didn't even sow anything -__-

I finished everything for the box except the calendar. Need to go pick up the pictures and then pick the best ones to put in the photo calendar. I really hope the pics came out okay.

Honestly APhiO made me be creative. First time ever making a pillow. Decorated so many things in the past week. I guess I can be creative when forced to be haha. I kind of like painting =]

I have some fabric leftover..hmm I'm thinking about making a pillow for myself =]

<3 you lil bro!

This week has been so busy. I'm finally getting to write.

stressful but fun at the same time. 1 midterm and paper down. 1 more midterm and a debate to go. then i'm done until finals.

<3 lil bro! you are so much fun! i like that you're creepy and i'm awkward. what a great pairing -___- but now that we're on the same page, we can be normal haha.

I think the box is basically full. Apparently she's making pillows right now... when she doesn't even have to. Hopefully she likes the one i give her..even though it'll be hella simple =/ but i can already tell she's not the materialistic type. she told me all she wants is someone who is like family outside of her family. she wants a sibling type relationship <3

I decided not to make the pillow tonight. I wanted to relax after a busy week. Tmrw will be studying and pillow making at night.

Tasks:

Sunday = shirt, sharpie, camera. pick up lines, getting shirt signed by actives and taking pics with them. when finished, yell "i love you big bro! do you love me?"

Monday = cheer that includes McKenzie, close family and i love my big bro. say to actives "hey sexy thang, wanna hula hoop with me?" and hula hoop with them. hula hoop competition with the other pledge who also has a hula hoop.

Tuesday = serenade an active by singing the song "everytime we touch" by cascade. booty spell close family.

Wednesday = find other pledges who have silly string and silly string pledge parents.

Thursday = rap the song "in the end" by linkin park

Friday = shirt, sharpie, camera again. ask for people's phone numbers and have them write it on the shirt and take a pic with them. second task failed cuz Ray didn't come to the event. was gonna make lil bro and 5 other pledges give him a lap dance -___-

interesting week. saw some pretty funny stuff. lil bro was happy that i didn't make her do booty scoops. apparently kevin appreciated that a lot.



sponsoree is so funny. his status on aim said omg i am so emo so i decided to im him.

Kajol fan 88
why are you emoooo?!
Gabjew90
OMG
taeyang-wedding dress
DID U see that shit yet
Kajol fan 88
HAHAHA
because of that sponsoree????
HAHAHAH
Gabjew90
YEAH
HEY I ONLY LIKE HIM CUZ HE CAN DANCe
Kajol fan 88
OMG! HAHAHA
Gabjew90
not cuz hes hot
i like him for the right reasons


=P

Fail

Texted the wrong Gabe last night to ask him what his favorite color is. Texted the wrong Gabe again asking him if he's at scavenger hunt yet.

FAIL

good thing sponsoree likes blue -__- he was not very happy that I'm not watching the drama that he recommended. oh jeez..let's not support priya in watching dramas!

Hung out with Hanyong, which was fun. hung out with michelle after class for a little bit <3

video shoot and photo hunt.

dinner with group 4 + cindy haha and then hung out more at scavenger hunt. starbucks and aurina's place.

i am so tired. i'm going to get so much work done!! i better at least!

I need to stop listening to the same music -__-

see more Funny Graphs

lol I need to get work done!

YAY FINISHED ALL THE CANDY LEIS!!!! we ended up making 48 of them, just in case. thank you everyone who came and helped =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T.O.P =D <3

why are you so beautiful?! hahah yay cindy for sending this to me <3

This weekend was amazing. Hung out with Group 4 on Friday. Went dancing with my love Saturday night! Went to Yuba City with family on Sunday!

I'm kind of stressing out about secret week but I think it'll just happen. I'll do everything this weekend. Christina said we'll find out Friday night so yay. Apparently my name came up last night and the first thing Lenday said was "she doesn't like camping." LOL -___-

I wanna know how this pairing up process works. Makes me want to be a bblb chair =] but it's so stressful! =/

Hung out with Michelle today! saw hanyong briefly. called and texted lots of people tonight. people better come tmrw cuz i'm not making a candy leis for your little! do it yourself!! >=[

I hate people who hurt my friends. This whole apo thing is getting lame. You can't trust anyone. I don't like you so don't even try to be nice to me now. I almost don't even want to pick up now cuz of this.

Tonight is one of those nights when I HATE APO! Honestly everyone is annoying me except group 4 of course. I heart those kids! I wouldn't be in APO if it wasn't for them.

Hmm

Let me hear your voice.



I talked to Harman on the phone yesterday for a really long time. She's having problems with her boyfriend. Honestly I sometimes don't like him. He's so mean to her and I told her today that she needs to get away from him for a while. She said okay and that she really wants to visit me. She might come next week! yay =] She also got me excited for Sunday. She said it'll be a lot of fun! <3

I feel bad for him. I'm proud of him for doing what he wants to and not listening to her. She's hella selfish for wanting him to not share. Freakin so possessive.

I was really happy last night. I'm kind of energy-less now -__-

I don't know how I feel about things anymore. Not much has happened. I hope I'm not sitting by myself at my apartment on Halloween..I guess I really shouldn't be excited.

New week!

Today was relaxing. Finally done with the first round of midterms. Only sleeping for a couple hours sunday night..well more like Monday morning, got to me! I got enough sleep last night too but I was way too tired to function today. Skipped work once again =[ and slept for 4 hours! Studied for bio with Hugo. We're trying to keep up with the material to do better on the next midterm <3

Started watching Iris! It's different from all the other dramas I watch. I'm only watching cuz TOP is in it =D I'm still on ep 1 and he still hasn't showed up ugh -__- Lee Byung Hun is pretty hot too haha =]

I think I might wear a toga for halloween! Annie's gonna learn from her friend how to tie one and then teach me. yay!

Going to Yuba City with family on Sunday. There's a huge celebration of Guru Nanak Dev Ji's birthday there (it happens every year but we've just never gone) and it's called Guru Nanak Jayanti. Harman's family is going too. They're going to pick me up on the way =]


"Sometimes you gotta act like you don't care. That's the only way you boys learn."
soo true -__-

I wanna try tteokbokki!

This weekend was fun but also relaxing. Friday night was Dana and Allison's birthday celebration. Dinner at Elephant Bar, which was expensive and not that great -__- Also I wasn't that hungry for some reason. I got a top shelf margarita, which was really good =] After dinner, came back to Davis and stopped by our apts to drop off leftovers. I ended up changing cuz I felt too warm wearing 2 layers. We first went to Bernardo's to get drinks. I bought Dana and Allison a wiki and bought myself one too. They both shared it and I shared mine with them and other girls too. Few of the other girls got other drinks and omg they were so sweet -__- I've tried the Midori Sour at G st pub and Sophia's and it wasn't that sweet there, but Bernardo's makes it super sweet. Even the margarita that couple of girls got were REALLY sweet. I like sweet drinks cuz I don't like the taste of alcohol that much but honestly the margaritas were way too sweet for me. I had to drink my wiki to get rid of the sweet taste haha.

Kevin, Alex, Tyler, Jon and his gf came to Bernardo's too. I'm not sure if they stopped by just cuz they were bar hopping or to celebrate with the birthday girls. We went to Ketmoree after, which was pretty packed. I guess a guy was super drunk and I'm not sure what he did but I'm guessing he passed out cuz the bouncers ran inside and brought him outside. There were like 5 bouncers on top of him trying to keep him down because he was trying to leave. I have no idea exactly what was going on. But because of that we didn't have to pay cover lol. Yay! haha The music was pretty good. There were random songs that I was like wth but overall good experience again. I got a blue hawaiian with Kate, which was good. I think Kevin thought I got AMF lol so he freaked out but I told him I got blue hawaiian. I was definitely drunk after that one. It's a good feeling though. I knew what I was doing and I felt loosened up. I wanna say Dana didn't have a lot of fun. Or like she did but she doesn't like dancing that much, so she probably didn't have as much fun as me and other girls. There were more creepy guys there so I had to save some girls. One guy totally just grabbed Lindsay's arm! He was so aggressive so she pushed him away and started walking away but then I grabbed her arm because I didn't want her to be by herself. She freaked out again when I grabbed her arm but then she saw that it was me and she felt better. Hmm interesting night -__-

Allison and I were the most drunk that night. I realized how self-conscious she is about herself. She said she didn't wanna look like she was having too much fun because she knew Dana wasn't. She also said that she's the bad girl because she likes to drink and dance but Dana doesn't. I told her she needs to stop thinking that because I'm sure Dana does not think less of her just because she likes to have fun. We chilled at Dana's apt and sobered up a little and then I went back to my apt. I ate and sobered up more. Finally went to sleep and woke up at like 10:30. Got ready and Jon picked me up. We picked up Aurina. I really like her apt! Then went to safeway and I got snacks for my sponsoree and Jon got snacks for his trainees and sponsoree. Stopped by wendi's to get some food cuz we didn't think we'd make it to lunch at retreat. They were still serving lunch at retreat though -__- Hung out with pbros and pdad at retreat, which was a lot of fun. Jessica came up to me and told me that she found me a really good little because she knows that I don't have a good big but that it's not final. I was kind of annoyed because I didn't want to know that. Now I'm going to have high expectations..better get a good lil now!

Jon texted me and said that he might be taking Aurina back to Davis cuz her bunny got really sick. (We'd only been at retreat for couple hours.) I freaked out and wanted to see Aurina. Jon told me she was with Jon Kong. We went and tried to comfort her and I told her that we should go back so she could be with her bunny. Cindy kept her updated though and she said that she and the housemates took the bunny to the vet but it was closed. Apparently the bunny had been sick for a few days and he hadn't been eating. Aurina didn't take him to the vet because she knew it would be expensive but I really wish she had. We just chilled some more and started walking with the pledges to the lake. But I kept telling Jon that we need to get Aurina back. So we found her with Alex and asked her if we could leave. That was when she told us that her bunny died..=[ I felt so bad for her! She loved that bunny sooo much. We decided that we would watch the pledges at the lake play games for a little bit and then leave for Davis. The ride back to Davis was really quiet. Aurina was sad, I was sad for her and was super tired (and hungover), and Jon was sad for her and was driving.

We got to her apt and the moment we walked in, she started looking for her bunny. He wasn't in her room so she freaked out. He was downstairs by Haley's room. Aurina couldn't stop crying =[ and we all cried with her. I knew we couldn't do anything other than just be with her. The bunny's eyes wouldn't close and he was really stiff. She wanted to cremate him but her mom said that's illegal and that her dad will pick up the bunny in the morning and they'll bury it in her brother's backyard in sac. I think she felt a little better because she had people with her. Jon and I decided to pick up pizza for everyone for dinner, which was really good. We sat around the table, ate, and just talked about random stuff and tried not to bring up any topics about the bunny. Jon was worried cuz he used to call Aurina bunny but now he can't so he was scared what if it slipped.

Aurina and Mandy wrapped the bunny in a lot of bags so he wouldn't stink. Trainer put him in the storage and then cleaned his cage. We blasted Big Bang music lol. I think she seemed better by then and she wanted to drink -__- So we went to safeway and got a bottle of Malibu, because it's not that strong. Sharon met us at safeway because she wanted to be there for trainer too. After couple of rounds, Mika finally came! Did round 3 with her. Jon is obsessed with his letters -__- He kept asking if he could put them on now and I was like nooo, alcohol on the table therefore no APO stuff. He's so cute haha. Then just chilled with pbros while trainers went outside to talk. Aurina was really red (she only had like 2 shots though). I guess she really does have low tolerance. She felt kind of sick so she went to her room and laid down. We went upstairs with her too. Ran into Cindy and Mandy who were trying on their Halloween costumes. Cindy was trying to be a creepy doll. It wasn't working cuz she's just adorable lol. Chilled in Aurina's room and decided that we needed to go home cuz she was falling asleep. Jon dropped me off and I changed and got ready for bed. I realized I was super tired but I stayed up a little longer and talked to trainer and Jon online.

Went to bed at 1:30, which was early for me -__- Woke up at 10:30 this morning and cleaned the kitchen. I can't decide if I want to stay for the entire meeting tonight. I mostly just wanna go and drop off food for my sponsoree. I need to study.

FEEL BETTER TRAINER! Your trainees <3 you so much!!

Meh

Not entirely happy with my bis 101 midterm grade, but I did better than the first time. Hugo didn't do that well either so we're going to meet up every Sunday and study so that we keep up with the material. ESP midterm today but I'm not ready. It was so hard to motivate myself to study. I'm super tired.

Went to lunch with Hugo and Elio. They are so cute <3

Excited for this weekend...except when I have to study -__-

Berkeley!

Yesterday was kind of long but fun day. Well more like fun night. Right after work I came home and left for Berkeley. I drove with Mika, Cindy, Rachel and Jon Kong. That was fun =] It was my first time going to Berk except in my dream that one time haha. There were sooo many Indian restaurants. Crazy! There was a Priya's beauty parlor too! hahaha

Gamma Gamma has meetings Tuesday nights whereas we have them Sunday nights. We went there to publicize Regionals and to meet the IC brothers. Their meetings are sooo short! They are so efficient with their meetings. I think it was only 1.5 hours long. GG's chapter is way different from ours. It felt really weird at the meeting cuz I didn't know about some of their stuff. I think you really get to know people at a personal level there since there aren't as many people in the chapter. We kept emphasizing come eat with us after the meeting. We were starving cuz we didn't eat dinner before the meeting! I don't think they took us seriously until we said it like 5 times throughout the meeting haha.

We went to the asian ghetto after the meeting with GG's. That place is pretty awesome. KOREAN FOOD! I finally had some <3 I was sooo hungry! Thank you Rachel for hiding me from people so I could enjoy eating and not have to socialize haha. I was really satisfied after that meal =] Then had to socialize and meet IC bros. I met 3 GG's. Tim, John and Jimmy. Tim and John are 3rd years and pledged Krenek term. They were really boys. Jimmy is pledging right now and his gf is pledging in Davis. soo cute =] He's a really nice guy. He's a grad student for Electrical Engineering. Apparently he's getting his master's in only a year cuz of all the credits he's already gotten from undergrad. He's coming to our meeting on Sunday =]

I found out last night I'm in Minh's line, which is not surprising cuz I think almost everyone in close family is in his line hahah. He calls it his dirty line -__- totally makes sense. Come on it's Minh lol.

After hanging out, we left Berkeley but went to Jon Kong's house cuz he wanted to pick up some stuff from his house. He lives in Milbrae, which is right by sf. Omg can I please just move to sf?! That city is beautiful at night! Saw his house..very Asian haha. I liked it though and Cindy and I stole candy haha. So many family pictures all around the house. We saw different versions of Jon lol. He was cuter when he was younger =P I kid haha. He wanted to take his ps3 to Davis. Omg he treats that thing like his baby. He told Cindy to hold it tightly and didn't let her carry anything else. He put the ps3 in the middle seat and even put the seat belt on LOL. He took a pic of it haha. I wish I'd taken one. He's a funny guy.

Drive back to Davis was nice. I really like the bay area at night. Soo many lights =] Cindy blasted Big Bang. Omg Jon Kong kept making me laugh. I told him I like t.o.p. and he kept making fun of me! I couldn't stop laughing! so he kept turning on the light to check up on me cuz I was dying from laughing hahah.

"Interesting fact about Priya: She likes guys with deep voices."

And that just cracked me up so much. I think that's why I kept laughing so much and blasting fast music is just awesome =D especially big bang!

Came home kind of late but it was worth it. I can't wait for Friday! and I might sneak into retreat on Saturday =]



B. I. G. to the BANG

The Hanyong Pose

LOL SO FUNNY =D

Gara Gara Go!

love Big Bang! <3

What did I expect..of course it wasn't going to last.

Meeting was fun. President makes me mad. He's kind of rude. lap dances lol. Jon Kong is mean. Gave me a dirty look for not signing up for the regionals thing. He didn't even write what the sign up sheet was for! It just said "Gamma Gamma Invasion". How the hell am I supposed to know what that is. Apparently we're going there to publicize Regionals. I'm gonna go cuz I'm so nice. -__- hate you j kong! jk jk

Stupid song makes me sad but it's so good.

Whenever I listen to the paparazzi song, it reminds me of Hugo cuz he always blasts that song in his car whenever I'm with him. =]



NO NO NO

Diwali

Diwali was yesterday. I wish I was in India because it is celebrated so well there. It's a national holiday in India. Diwali has different meanings in different religions. I'm surprised President Obama wished everyone Happy Diwali. You're awesome Obama! haha

Mom called me to wish me Happy Diwali. They were going to the Gurudwara to celebrate it. I missed out! I'm dumb and ate chicken yesterday -__-


It's an Owl City, Lady Gaga and Epik High phase. I love it! Just be glad you don't live with me because you'd probably get tired of me blasting their music except Hannah of course. I got her addicted to Fireflies song. =D

"if we could sit together a moment and talk forever just to pass the time"



JUST DANCE!


=D

I'm ridiculous -__- I did a really dumb thing yesterday that I only realized today that I did it. So yesterday I was cleaning up my room and I was being a good girl and throwing away boxes and stuff. I decided to throw away the small box that was in my room that had all my new contacts cuz I ordered them online. I totally thought I already took out the contacts because all I could see was the paper (receipt thing) that came with it. BUT I THREW THEM AWAY WITH THE BOX! =[ I guess the paper was covering all my contacts. When I was looking for the contacts earlier, I couldn't find them and then I thought OMG DID I THROW THEM AWAY WITH THE BOX?! I ran to the garbage area and there was the box! There was a little bit of trash over it but I found it! The contacts were in it! I was soooo happy that I found them cuz otherwise I would've cried! I basically threw away $300!! Sigh..so glad I have them now. Epic fail!

2 nights in a row

What is wrong with me? I just don't seem to be sleeping at night anymore. Second night in a row I stayed up super late. It was nice talking to Hanyong about random things though. I realized most times I don't even remember what I talk to him about. But it's nice =] His pictures were so funny -__- NO MORE STAYING UP LATE though.

I love Owl City. I have 2 of the albums now and I can't stop listening to them haha. Today is nice. I haven't done much except eat, mail back coat, and clean up my room a little bit. Still need to do laundry but I want to do it tonight when it's cooler. Hannah convinced me to keep the purple coat. Yay! I can't wait to wear it.

I miss hanging out with Michelle. You better be getting a lot done! <3

HAYA! haha

Sponsoree Gabe =]

Last night, I couldn't fall asleep. Maybe I was excited for initiation? I don't know. Even after I finished my paper, I didn't feel like going to bed. Instead I talked to Hanyong and Aurina on aim the rest of the night! Trainer is so cute. I'd want her as a lil bro =] Went to bed at 6am and woke up at 1pm -__- Got late to class but at least I made it. I helped Cindy and Tina video shoot a video for Regionals. They were using Miley Cyrus's song Party in the USA -__-. I hate that song but oh well lol. I can't wait for the video to finish cuz I really want to see what it turns out like. Initiation was kind of long. Lots of memories. Had a lot of fun running around with trainer. Hanyong saw me "dancing" for the video shoot lol. Trainer was like who is that creeper standing there watching us haha. Yay for group 4 pics! I have my own sponsoree. Yay Sponsoree Gabe! =] His friend Melissa said that she's jealous of him because he has a good sponsor. aww <3

I was really tired from tonight so I'm relaxing now. Just listening to music and chatting.

"Just dance! gonna be okay!"

Haha I've said that to Hanyong twice and he never gets it. Fail!

I wanna go dancing!

Photo Hunt

I felt so much better today after my midterm. This week has been so boring cuz I spent it just studying and kind of catching up with classes. Tonight's rush event was so much fun. I didn't meet many rushees because we kind of planned a group 4 hangout. So I spent the entire time just hanging out with my group and messing around with Lenday. Jon, Krystal, Aurina, Ray, Nate and I played photo hunt! It was so much fun =] I seriously can't wait for initiation. I really want to see the actives side of it and I really want a sponsoree! I want a little so I can spoil him or her! -__-

Dana came by tonight and wanted my suggestions on what to do for her 21st birthday. She asked me if I knew about good clubs in sac. LOL who does she think I am?! someone who knows everything about clubs? haha jk jk. I told her she might want to do dinner and then just bar hopping in Davis. Ketmoree! woo I'm excited about next Friday =]

Work was fun today. I mostly just bonded with Cindy and met another tutor because they didn't need any more math tutors. Yay for getting paid for just sitting around and talking to other tutors. Apparently Cathy's in apo too but she's from Mayen term. We couldn't remember when we've seen each other before though cuz she looked really familiar. I added her on facebook and we have a lot of mutual friends including Hanyong. Man he knows everyone!

Jon Jon
we gave our first interview virginity away
Jon Jon
as an active though
at least
Kajol fan 88
haha yeahh!
together
lol
Jon Jon
3 way
lolz...
Kajol fan 88
omg -__-

Aurina
priyaaa
you and i are both doing the 16 guilding helpers
i dont even know what that means...
lol
Kajol fan 88
hahah
that means we help the rushees when they're blindfolded
like when they have to go up or down the stairs
Aurina
ohh i see
coool
we get to touch ppl
LOLOLOL
Kajol fan 88
HAHAH
no trainer you dont just touch them when you want to -___-

You made my day. Thank you.

Midterm tomorrow! =/

relationships. i don't get them.

Apartment Emergency

I've always assumed. Things that I just think of in my head, I eventually start accepting them and make them real. I got yelled at today. I suck at communicating.

I'm sorry I'm not even helpful. Thank you for making me laugh so much tonight. I sounded like an old lady cuz I kept coughing when I was trying to laugh. I realized I didn't even laugh once when I was home. What's going to happen to me when I have to move back home. Scared.

Night of relationship stuff.

Jon's substitute who has the group 4 spirit and blood

I ate more tonight. I'm still weak but I'll get over it. Going to Davis tomorrow yay.

Kajol fan 88: i'm done with this paper for now

Kajol fan 88: i'm just gonna email it to her

Kajol fan 88: cuz i can't even look at it anymore

"Jon Jon": tell her you're sick

"Jon Jon": and that you should get an A

Kajol fan 88: uhh

Kajol fan 88: she knows i'm sick

Kajol fan 88: lol

Kajol fan 88: i'm emailing it to her to get feedback

"Jon Jon": tell her if you don't get an A

"Jon Jon": you'll die

Kajol fan 88: omg -__-

"Jon Jon": and that she will have to live with that

"Jon Jon": the rest of her life

"Jon Jon": haha

"Jon Jon": lolk k

Kajol fan 88: is this what you do with your professors pbroo

Kajol fan 88: hahaha

"Jon Jon": noo

"Jon Jon": but i should!

"Jon Jon": lol

Kajol fan 88: hahaha

See more funny videos and TBT Videos at Today's Big Thing.

Not gonna lie..this video is way better than the original video lol. yea the girls are lip syncing to when a guy should be but whatever. they still do a good job =]

Last week I was thinking about getting a Flu shot..

..I should've done it.

The nurse yesterday was trying to set up an appointment for me to get tested for the flu because I wanted to (even though it was pretty obvious to her that I had it). She was like 2:30pm? I quickly responded with "I have class." She goes, "you're not going to class!"

She explained to me everything and how I'm not allowed to go to class until I feel better and all I could say to her was "I have a paper due on Monday and lots of reading and midterm next week" and she responds with "So does everyone." wow blunt much -__-

"..come back reenergized!"

"Guess your immune system isn't as impenetrable as you thought it was. I have the superior immune system >=)"

"I'll come take care of you!"

Awkward air kiss from hy that mich told him to give me haha. air hug. trying to cheer me up.

yesterday = 0 calories

today = more than 0

chicken noodle soup with fresh ground black pepper. just the way i like it =]

parents are amazing and make you feel like everything will be better in no time. after talking to them yesterday, they decided to pick me up and at 10pm I was at home.

I feel so much better today. No fever but my body still aches and I can't stop sneezing and nose won't stop running.

Hand sanitizer is my best friend right now.

I dropped the lab and I already feel so much less stressed. I guess I really can't handle 4 classes =/ that too with work and apo. MUST DO BETTER WITH ONLY 3 CLASSES NOW!

Fighting!!

haha =]

Gorgeous

Today was a much better day. I slept in! Worked on hw with Hugo and then apo meeting. I'm so excited for Lenday for being bb/lb chair =] better chances of getting a good lil! haha

People keep asking me why I didn't apply for pledge trainer or bb/lb chair this term and why I keep going to the meetings. Well I wanted to do PT but I don't want to have to go to the pledge retreat so I decided not to do it, which is such a stupid reason but I really don't like camping lol. And then trainer tells me only one of the pt's from each group has to go to the retreat. -___- fail!

Bb/lb chair is so stressful. You basically pair actives with pledges, which means you have to interview everyone who's picking up and all the pledges. Um no thanks! I don't want people blaming me for not doing good pairings because that is what happens. Not gonna lie, even I complained about it, mostly to pdad though.

Trainer asked me why I go to the meetings when I don't have to. Well honestly I find them fun lol. I get to see people and get updated on what's going on in apo.

Lenday and I are going to share a sponsoree. Yay I'm excited! =] I love that girl. She kept saying gorgeous to everything today lol. <3!

Jai Ho!

Sigh

Why am I so sensitive? Why do I feel so bitter? If I can't figure out what's wrong, then how can I fix it? I over-analyze everything people do or say. I take everything personally. I'm dumb. I want to fix this.

Last night was fun. I sound like an alcoholic saying this but drinking made me feel better and get away from everything and dancing of course. I want to go again.

I will be productive tomorrow!! I'm excited for the meeting for some reason. I think more people will show up =]

After the fun two days, I did not want to do anything. And now I'm not getting my reading done because I can't stop listening to music -__-

I can't wait for rushing to start!! freakin i wanna meet the new pledges already and get a lil bro so i can spoil him or her haha =]

JSwiSSuNiT21:	so i know what to say nx week
JSwiSSuNiT21:	when i hand out more flyers
Kajol fan 88:	haha
Kajol fan 88:	what are you gonna say
JSwiSSuNiT21:	sayyy you could be my next lil bro!!
JSwiSSuNiT21:	so come outt
JSwiSSuNiT21:	haha
Kajol fan 88:	aww that's cute
Kajol fan 88 :	=]

Birthday

I had so much fun Sunday night and Monday! Group 4 people decided to come so that they could company me with buying alcohol at safeway haha. At 12, all these people came and Hannah, Michelle and Hanyong surprised me! <3 Hannah and Michelle made cookies for me. OMG they were so good! Hannah took so many pictures haha. We went to safeway and bought mike's and trainer bought me smirnoff ice mango. We hung out at my apt after for a while and it was so much fun <3

The next night was even more fun. I went to dinner at Mikuni's with Hannah, Michelle, Hanyong, Annie, Kristen, Angela, Dorothy, Esteban, Hugo, Elio, and Dana. Omg freakin love them all! Dinner was just so nice even though I didn't really get to talk to anyone other than stare at Hanyong -__- haha. Food was so good though!

<3

Ketmoree tomorrow night!! I'm so excited! and listening to dancing music right now isn't helping lol.

Thank you:
-Hannah and Michelle for the cookies because they were sooo good and for the surprise <3!
-Hannah for the jewelry box..omg exactly what I needed cuz I've basically started collecting earrings haha.
-Michelle for just being an amazing friend <3
-Hanyong for the Epik High cd..seriously you're amazing! and for the surprise of course and the training chopsticks -__-. also thank you for the oyster shooter. it was good =]
-pbros for coming to hang out with me!
-mika for the smirnoff ice mango and hanging out
-hugo and elio for the earrings..even though i lost one of them already =[ elio said he'll help me make another one though so yay!
-Dorothy for the perfume <3
-Kristen for the flowers and bottle opener key chain haha
-Angela for the card
-Dana for the Key Lime Moto. It was so green <3
-Mom for calling me at 7:30am to wish me a happy birthday haha.
-Dad for calling at 10pm.. -__- he's always late with this stuff.

-Thank you everyone for the texts and facebook posts wishing me a Happy Birthday!

I did it. Finally.

I felt like a jerk but I just had to get it out. I felt like your backup friend for the past three years and you know what I don't want that. If you're not going to treat me like a real friend then why should I? I know you feel sad but you did this to me before. I kept everything inside for the past 3 years. I never told you how I felt about our friendship except that one time in Freshman year about liking you and I hate myself for doing it. It was the biggest mistake of my life to even like you. You used to say we're so similar but we're not. Not a tiny bit. Not at all.

When I asked you if I would ever not be your backup friend in the future, you said you can't promise me that. Well then fuck you. I don't want a friend like you who's going to not appreciate me like my other friends do. You never did anything for me but I was always there for you when you needed me. You never told me anything about you and him and even told him to not tell me. I hate you for that. You said that I'm different and I come from a different background so you couldn't tell me things. Well friendships are supposed to be when you're able to talk to each other especially when it's that important. If that was the case, then why did you even think about calling me your "closest" friend. Fucking messed up because you know nothing about me and I know nothing about you. You said you're trying to get closer to me and that it's going to take a long time. Well fyi you're leaving after this quarter and who knows if we'll even see each other. How do you even expect to get close to me in the future?? I don't even know where I'll be in a year and you have no idea either.

I got my space and I didn't want to give you hope so I didn't say anything about contacting you first. I got everything out and I've never felt this relieved before. Good bye.

Trust...I need to work on that.

Last night felt like last summer.

I still don't feel like going out there and talking to people but Hannah says I need to just try it out and see how it feels. So that's exactly what I'm going to do..right now! -__-

Back in Davis

Not much has happened. I feel like so much happened with friends while I was home. I knew about some stuff but not all of it. And today I heard about it all. It feels so good that I caught up on life of others; well at least my housemates and Dana and Dorothy.

I've missed you Hannah! We still have so much to talk about but it will happen soon when we're not so tired. We're sitting next to each other and talking to people on aim haha. This is one of the things I love doing; that I can be so comfortable with just sitting quietly next to her doing my own thing but still have that sense of security that yes she's here. That I have someone there with me even in my down, tiring or alone times.

I don't want anything more than family, friends and career. I don't want to get married if it's going to end up like the ones around me. I thought they were good but I guess I've grown up. I see what really happens and it pushes me away from relationships even more. Makes me lose trust. I don't want it and good thing is I don't have to worry about it right now. Please don't do anything to change that. I like the way how life is right now (well most of it at least).

sigh

Dana came over tonight! Omg I saw her after such a long time!! She talked about her study abroad and we looked at some of the pictures. I am so jealous!! I can't wait to catch up more with her =] It reminded me of India all over again. Over the weekend, my uncle called and wanted to talk to me but I couldn't bring up the courage to talk to him or the rest of the family. I knew I wouldn't be able to say anything and would probably get really emotional. I miss them so much! I need to be brave and just call them.

Sigh

I failed at life once again..sigh.. :[

TIME TO DO BETTER!

Home has been kind of difficult. I'm sad I can't really do much when it comes to this. I really want to go back to Davis. Today seems a little better though :] Talking to m & h always makes me feel better. It helps me get away from home and what's going on here.

I think I'm going to ground myself to teach myself a lesson. I really need to! I don't know what yet but I am going to start being strict on myself when I get to Davis. Now time to think about what I'm going to change..

I gave up on the Indian drama. It was getting annoying and hecka slow. Gonna go look for an Asian drama now haha. I really wanna watch Boys before flowers again :]

Summer session

I'm finally done but I don't feel the sense of relief that I should be feeling..I don't know why.

During the first week of summer session, I was waiting for the bus to go home at the MU when an older lady came to me and asked about the bus schedule. She needed to take the A line and didn't know where it was and at what time. She started talking to me about her life and asked about my major and what classes I'm taking. She told me she's from Sacramento and teaches Spanish 1 and 2 at Sacramento State or city college during the school year but during the summer, she stays at her brother's house in Davis and teaches classes at UC Davis through Sac state or city. She talked about how she was so close to getting her Ph.D. in Spanish but because of family problems (getting divorced) she had to quit when all she needed to do was her dissertation. Because of just having a Master's, she couldn't be a professor, what she really wants to be. I could tell how passionate she was about Spanish and Spanish Literature. She could also speaks Italian! She mentioned that she was not originally a Spanish major when she was doing her undergraduate studies. She came across it during her third year of college and decided to continue with it, ultimately ending up in grad school. Even though she's not a professor at a university, she loves teaching Spanish 1 and 2 because she feels like she can make a big difference in her students' lives. They either don't know any Spanish or know just a little bit and either way she can be their role model and hopes to get them to want to continue with Spanish. She tries to teach them more than just grammar and words.

I told her how I really want to go to medical school but my grades are not that great. She encouraged me a lot and said that I shouldn't give up and that I'll get in somewhere. I just have to stick with it and not let anyone divert me from my goal. I also told her about how I wanted to minor in Spanish and took almost all of the lower division classes ( just haven't taken Spanish 24). She said that I should continue with it since it's good to know Spanish and that I would really like the upper division classes.

Hmm I'm thinking about it. If I stay a 5th year, maybe I'll minor in Spanish =D We'll see though haha.

:]

"Man Priya! If you were a guy, we'd be perfect for each other! We'd NEVER run out of things to talk about! And then you can have your Indian/Asian babies. They won't be Korean but that's what you're going to get!" -Michelle

<3 haha

A friend sent me this a while back. cute haha

kabhi alvida na kehna..

India

I feel like I'm in India. I was looking through all the pics today and watching the indian drama. Whenever I watch the drama, I always imagine myself sitting with my cousin and aunts and watching it with them while my uncle is like -___- cuz we were so addicted to it.

The drama is ridiculous though. I think they spent like 2 weeks just getting them married, showing every little process that goes into a wedding. I feel like not much has happened in it because of that. In the past 3 weeks of the show, only about 3 days have past. If this goes on, it'll take them months to get 4 weeks in lol.

I wonder when I'll go to India again. I wish I could go right now! I always think about what my family is probably up to right now. It's 3:43am there right now so definitely sleeping. I remember having to wake up at this time and going to the temples (since it was a long ride, we would leave early). I can't believe on a normal day everyone would be up at 5:45am. I barely get out of bed at 9 here lol. -__- so lazy! Days also seemed really long there since we woke up so early.

I want to go back in the winter some time. I haven't experienced winter in India since I left India when I was 10.


I can't wait for My Name is Khan to come out!!!! Omg haven't seen Shahrukh and Kajol in the same movie for such a long time! <3 them both! as of right now there's only 2 posters of the movie out. ahhh they need to do these things faster!

:]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zudbz4hOcbc

Love this song!

This weekend has been so nice. Very relaxing :] Living with Michelle is a lot of fun. I wish she lived with me during the year too! Friday night, Hanyong came to hang out with us all the way from s. davis. So crazy! It was fun :] I miss group hang outs. Must have more now since he'll be moving closer to us.

Super addicted to sexy chick by david guetta ft. akon lol

This weekend has been all about wanting to dance. I've been listening to music this weekend that makes me want to dance! Hopefully I can tonight :]




Favorites:
sexy chick
when love takes over
obesessed
birthday sex
insomnia
get your freak on
whatcha say
she wolf
swing
u go girl
hotel room service
come on get higher
fire burnin on the floor

probably more that i can't think of.

21..soon ish

OMG I seriously just want to be 21 right now. I don't even care about the drinking; I just want to go bar hopping with Michelle. I really want to go to Ketmoree cuz Michelle said she had a lot of fun there. Everyone around me is 21 already but ahh why not me?! But I'm almost there! 25 days :]

For the first time I actually remembered somewhat about what happened in my dream last night. Nothing interesting though. A lot of my friends, including people I don't even talk to anymore, and I went to my birthday dinner. Weird thing was that we had dinner at fountain circle pool. There was a huge round table and everyone sat around it. While talking and eating, almost everyone faded away. I couldn't see their faces in my dream but my close friends stood out so well. I felt like I was only having dinner with them.

<3

:]

Sigh

My apartment is kind of hectic right now with stuff everywhere. I think it'll be like that for a while. Last week was so bad. I'd been sleep deprived (which I'm still not caught up with). I woke up late 3 days in a row! Honestly who does that! I missed my physics quiz but thankfully lowest score is dropped. This has happened every single quarter with Physics. I'm so dumb. Even though I keep telling myself it'll be okay and I'll try really hard on the final, I still can't get over it.

I did better on my abnormal psych midterm though so that was good. Michelle and Dorothy moved in. It was so much fun...living! with Michelle. It feels weird saying that lol. Dinner Friday night was nice. Yay for surprises. Went to downtown mall with Michelle on sat cuz needed to return some stuff and then she went home. I got on the bus to come back to Davis. After about a minute of me sitting down on the bus, an older guy came and sat next to me..like really close. I found it really weird since there were other seats empty and he was sitting with his friends in the back of the bus. I got really scared because he kept looking at me and was close to me. I had my ipod on so I acted like I couldn't hear him. I'm pretty sure he didn't say anything to me. I just felt really uncomfortable the entire time. I kept hoping he would get off of the bus soon but he didn't. I starting thinking of all these what ifs in my head. Like what if he gets off at the same stop as I do and follows me to my apartment? I wasn't brave enough to tell him to move or move myself. I kept looking at other people and thinking how they have no idea how uncomfortable I felt.

Fortunately nothing happened and he got off at the MU stop. I felt so relieved but still felt scared until I got home. I was so scared that I wasn't ready to get on a yolobus again to go to the orientation for the medical outreach even I'm going to volunteer for..

I always thought I was brave enough for something like this. I felt so weak when I was sitting in the bus. I feel like it's not a big deal but I just felt so scared. I think I felt helpless since I didn't have my phone with me. I felt like if anything happened, no one would hear me or help me..I just kept getting negative thoughts in my head. Yea not going on a yolobus by myself again for a long time. :[

Hmm

Arizona was a lot of fun!! I miss it so much. I felt like I was at my own house. I felt so comfortable with Hannah's family and of course with Hannah. I am SO comfortable around her. She just gets me and I love it.

School is not fun. I almost regret taking classes. I hate physics so much but abnormal psych is so interesting. Makes me want to minor in psych but I'm sure not all of the psych classes are as interesting so I don't know about that.

But yea waking up early for class is so tiring. I think I'm just not getting enough sleep and on top of that I'm feeling really stressed out. There's just so many thoughts in my head and I can't do anything about them. I hate it when friends are feeling down. I want to make them feel better but I suck at it.

Thinking about the future is so scary. I want everything to just work out but of course that's not possible. I want to stay in school longer and not graduate this year but I don't know what to tell my parents..

Just really confused about everything right now. I felt so restless today. I felt like something was wrong but the entire day I couldn't figure out what was actually wrong with me. It's the weirdest feeling. Like I was stressing about things that I shouldn't even be stressing about..I'm a weirdo -__-

Friday

I'm going back home today. It'll be nice :] Apparently we're going to Bass Lake tomorrow with Harman and her family yay. And then shopping with mom because I really need jeans.


6 days left!!

Sunday

11 days left!



I did laundry and cleaned my room a little bit today. Julie & Julia last night was so good! I totally recommend it :]

I had frozen yogurt last night after such a long time! It was so good :] Talking to Michelle and Dorothy last night was so nice. <3

13 days until I see Hannah!!

First week

This week was long and tiring. Classes from either 8-2 or 9:30-2 is getting to me. But I'm keeping up with stuff..kind of. I bought a Kaplan MCAT prep book to start studying. I want to start early but I'm so scared. All I want right now is to be brave and study hard for MCAT's and classes and apply for Med schools. I have to believe in myself! I'm sad this is the last year. I really don't know what's going to happen to me when I'm back home and won't be able to see friends that often :[



Just hate doing this. First it was leaving all my friends in India and then High School and now college :[




It felt so nice to be taken care of and I miss that so much. There isn't a Neena Maami here to make me look pretty or to keep asking me if I'm hungry. No Bali Maama to call me "puttar." I love my family! I want to go back now!



Who knows when I'll be able to go back again..hopefully in the next couple years..

I miss home and India so much!

More traveling

Wednesday was my brother's birthday. He's a big boy now and I mean that literally also haha. For his birthday we went Pismo Beach on Tuesday and then Universal Studios in Hollywood on Wednesday. Pismo was so much fun. It was my real beach experience. The weather was amazing especially since it was super hot in Fresno that day. I really want to go back again :]

We stayed at a hotel in Calabasas that night and then went to Universal Studios the next morning. I've been there before and I really didn't like it that much there and it was no different this time. We spent basically the entire day there. Ride after ride. Everything made to scare you. I did like the Simpsons ride though. We got back pretty late that night. Also another family went with us so that was a lot of fun. Harman and I get along really well.

I passed by Santa Barbara where Ben lives and I couldn't even visit him. Apparently he lives 5 minutes away from the freeway. So sad!

My lovely cousins that I saw for the first time when I went to India :]

Things I'm thankful to have:

-being able to blow dry my hair (yea i know lol)
-my bangs are back (they were lost for a month in india -__-
-a car that I can actually drive (not those stick shifts one in india haha but my uncle said next time he'll teach me and probably even buy an automatic car just for me..how nice :] )
-24 hours a day, 7 days a week...power...that punjab doesn't get (honestly i feel bad for people there)
-my laptop and internet (i went to a internet cafe in jalandhar...my gosh the internet was so slow and internet explorer crashed on me like 4 times lol)
-AC
-healthy water and food (no more stomach infections!)
-laundry washer and dryer
-bathrooms with bath tubs and showers (there's like no point in having showers there cuz there's such a shortage of water that a shower wouldn't even have enough water pressure)
-WATER: cold water to drink and to shower with (in Jalandhar, it comes at 6am and 6pm...the rest of the time you use warm water that's stored in a tank thing on the roof and power goes out so much the water in the fridge never gets cold enough.)
-I'm sure there's a lot of other things that i just can't think of right now..if I do I'll post more.

next: things I miss about india..

Back from India

Yesterday I came back from India. I loved it there. My mom's side of family, where I basically stayed most of the time, is so loving. My little cousin is so adorable and smart. I loved playing around with her. I miss my family a lot. They care so much about me and eating 3 meals a day was a big change.

I think this time I traveled the most in India. First arrived in Bombay and stayed there for 4 days. Went shopping there and played around with my second cousins there. I only went shopping there because the weather was tolerable. It got even better when it started raining. Apparently after we left, it rained a lot there. Then we flew to Chandigarh where my uncle came to pick us up. He bought a car just for us so we could travel more easily. He's so nice! Drove to Jalandhar, Punjab, which took us about 3 hours. (a lot of traveling!)

The first few days we were fine, but of course we had to get sick. The water just wasn't very nice to us lol. After about a week though, we got better and we went to Himachal Pradesh, a state next to Punjab. We went to get Sahil blessings from a temple there called Baba Balak Nath. In India, people go to temples and ask for something and say what they will do in return. A lot of people prayed for my brother before he was born, because of some complication. We went to the temple because my grandma had prayed for him there and said that if everything goes well, Sahil and his family would come and get blessings. Honestly I don't like traveling in mountains. Himachal Pradesh is an entirely mountaineous area. There were a lot of monkeys on the way also. This trip was about 5 hours of driving long. We left at 4am and got back at like 6pm. Another thing about these temples in Himachal is that they're all on top of a mountain, which means you have to walk up hills to get there. For this temple, it was all stairs and my gosh so many stairs. I prayed when we got back that God please don't make me climb those stairs again.

When I think about it though, this was nothing compared to 14.5 km walk to Mata Vaishno Devi Temple in Jammu. We went there when we first went back to India after coming to the US because again to get Sahil blessings there. Now that walk was long. It took us all day to walk. The altitude goes from about 2500m to over 6600m.

The weather in Punjab is horrible, especially this year. It didn't rain much like it should have. I think it was easily 115 degrees everyday. After a few days, we went to Amritsar to visit my aunt. Little did we know that we would get really sick after. We only stayed there for a day because my aunt's father-in-law passed away. So my mom and aunt went to Dasuya for his funeral (this is also where I grew up when I lived in India) and Sahil and I went back to Jalandhar. The next day I had a fever and I couldn't eat anything. Apparently I got a stomach infection in Amritsar. My mom said she would be back that night but she didn't and she didn't call. I found out later that she was so sick that she was vomiting every like 5 minutes and wasn't eating anything at all. India is great because of all the family there but the water and the heat gets to us every time sadly.

Fortunately we got better after a few days and my dad's friend called us and told us he's coming to pick us up so we can stay at there house for a few days. Honestly this whole time I just wanted to stay in Jalandhar because my family is so big and I loved playing with my little cousin. But of course I had to go since he's so nice and has done a lot for my dad and our family. Actually his older son went to school with me when I was in India. Sadly him and his brother had already left for college when we got to their house. Stayed in Dasuya for about 3 days and went to my village where I grew up. My childhood friend Salveen was back in the village so I talked to her for a long time. I also talked to another friend on the phone. Apparently he'd been wanting to talk to me for a long time. He said he misses me a lot and I haven't seen him since I left India about 10 years ago. We talked for a long time (poor Salveen, I used up so much of her money). Rana was telling me how much the village changed after I left. When I was there, no one said anything if guys and girls played together. I used to play with Salveen, Rana and other guys and girls. No one would say anything but after I left, people started talking if Rana and Salveen would hang out. Seriously people have cheap thinking and he really hated that. Because of that he's been out ofthe village for a few years. He's doing training to go into the army.

Anyway, after I came back from Dasuya, mom and I went shopping also. We bought a lot of suits :] after a few days, my Dad's friend that we visited in Dasuya, came to pick us up and we went to Shimla. Shimla is also in Himachal Pradesh and it took us 6 hours to get there. Again we went there because of Jaku Temple there to get Sahil blessings. Omg the monkeys at this temple was so smart. If they see food, just know that it's gonna be there's in a second. I was so scared when we were at the temple. Also the monkeys steal eyeglasses and wear them lol. Yea I have no idea why but they do. I wore contacts so I was fine and uncle and Sahil left their glasses in the car, which was a very good idea. When we were coming back down from the temple, an old lady fell really badly....because...a monkey jumped on her and took her glasses..O_O seriously so smart lol.

The next day we did some shopping. Shimla is known for making things for home out of wood. So we bought a lot of things. I actually caught a cold there because of sudden weather change. It was really nice weather there. We had to wear sweaters at night because it got cold. That afternoon we drove back to Jalandhar. We did last minute shopping and even tried to extend our ticket because Sahil and I didn't want to leave India. Unfortunately it was too late to do so :[ On the 19th, early in the morning, my uncle and grandma drove us to Delhi and we visited some relatives there. One of my cousins there got typhoid fever because he went to Jalandhar and the water is obviously not clean. He'd been in the hospital for 10 days already! He was feeling better when we visited him at the hospital though. Our flight was that night at 11:10pm. I promised myself that I wouldn't cry because I always do when I leave India. I miss India so much now, well mostly the family and not the weather for sure.

Honestly I love going to India but the traveling part is so long. 21 hour flight! is ridiculous!! But I got to see the Incheon international airport in Korea on my way back. Woo! haha. Hella jet lagged though. I'm so tired. So far I feel okay. My stomach is being weird but that's understandable. I'm ready to go to Davis and see friends now. I miss everyone in Davis so much! Yay I get to see Michelle. Sad Hannah's not there. Hannah come to davis!! haha

Apparently the white marks on my arms = calcium deficiency...dangit! the doctor told me to drink 2 glasses of milk everyday :[

Sorry super long post! took me an hour to write this -__- That's all for now.

My brother is so mean

Priya: "are these your baby socks?" (they were tiny! i guess cuz they were ankle socks but still.)

Sahil: "yeahh...is that your ugly face? =D "

Priya: T_T

He's so mean! I'm gonna start documenting all the mean things he says to me lol.

Home

Home is nice. Went to a high school graduation right when I got to Fresno, which was okay. I realized how much I don't miss high school. I would never want to go back. I've been working, which is making me tired but it's okay. It's the least I can do to help my parents right now. Leaving for India on Wednesday; I'm excited but not so excited about the drive to LA -__-

I spent most of Friday at the ER with my brother. He hurt his leg and wouldn't stop bleeding so had to take him to the ER. Got one stitch cuz of all this stuff the doctor explained. It was pretty cool watching the doctor do everything. I wanna do that some day! :]

Final tomorrow and thursday! I NEED TO STUDYYYYY!!


Today will be a productive!

I realized yesterday how much I'm going to miss people this summer. Even though I'm really excited about going to India to visit my family and I know it'll be a lot of fun but I won't be seeing my friends until summer session 2 or even until fall. If I'm sad or something is bothering me, who am I going to talk to? My aunt who I usually talk to is in Fresno now and won't be in India with us. I guess I'll just have to write letters to people haha. Probably won't have internet there..but if I do, I will definitely keep updating this blog. =]


8 days.

Haha

 

hahaha Jon Kong sent me this. This is trainer's dorm room from freshman year -__-

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ugh I hate life. I hate school. I'm dumb. Why am I even in school? I'm not even good at anything. This has happened too many times and I'm just tired of it..

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"just get back up when it
knocks you down.."

I wish..

Lazy Day

"my life would suck without you..."


hmm not really. haha






=D


studied with Michelle and went to dinner with Jennifer and Jeremy.

lazy night again. just played upwords. studying hardcore tomorrow and saturday! yeahhh!!!

I've been so restless lately. I can't concentrate on studying unless someone is studying with me. Finally got stuff done today and hopefully tomorrow I'll get a lot more done. Really worried about NPB...it's on Saturday.





India in less than 2 weeks!


your love haunts me
I cant escape it any where that I go
does it mean you love me
or really that I'm just stuck in my world
my heart is haunted and it gets cornered by your love tho
is it you or that I cant let go

Haunted - Jonessa



don't be afraid to fall in love..." Elliot Yamin


Yay thanks to Hy I have new music.

Weekend!

Friday night = lunch/hanging out with michelle, michelle w and hanyong, paddle making with lenday, drama


Paddles we made for PDad, Namesake and PMom

Saturday = service, sleep, getting ready for banquet with Michelle and Hanyong watching haha, banquet, after party

Don't think I need to write much on here about the banquet or after party cuz most likely you know about it already. Just that they were both fun. I was hecka surprised to see hy at the party, actually more like I didn't even notice him and alex. It was a lot of fun dancing with Michelle <3. I was definitely very tired after since I didn't sleep friday night.





Sunday = slept in really late, worked on nut 10 hw, cleaned!, and semi decorated

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