I guess I never thought of it as that way or I just didn't want to. Thank you trainer for talking to me. I just need to accept the truth. My big is my big and I can't change that. It doesn't matter that she's not around or doesn't like apo, she's still my big. I guess at least she's not a bitchy, just flakes a lot -__- She still did everything for me that she needed to, except the close relationship part that she even wanted according to her form.
This just means that I have to learn to be an amazing big myself, which trainer says I am. I'm doing a lot for lil bro =]
I wanna be PT next term because I had such amazing PT's. I want to share the love and friendship that my trainers built into group 4 <3
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