Weekend

A lot happened this weekend. Lots of fun this weekend. I will write about it later though cuz need to work on hw.

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<3!

Maybe I do feel lonely. So many good things are happening around me but I guess not to me so I feel meh.


I need to stop thinking so much..

Gordon's Bday

Last night, Mika, Aurina and I made a cake for Gordon. He likes the Simpsons so we decided we were going to make Homer. Epic fail man! Didn't happen. When Aurina flipped over the cake to take it out of the pan so that we could cut it out and decorate it, it semi fell apart. But we saved it! lol we kind of just put it all back together and put frosting on it -__- yellow frosting that is because we were gonna use it for homer's skin color.

Dustin, Jerry and Nate came over and we were off to surprise Gordon. So we're walking towards his apt and we're in the parking lot when we realize that his window is directly facing us and he was sitting there. I think he saw us so we hid behind a car and lit the candles. Then we walk over to his window and start singing the happy birthday song. He looks at us, closes the window, closes the blinds and we just stand there slowly singing the song still LOL. It was funny. Finally he opened the door and he blew out the candles and cut the cake. The cake was surprisingly good haha. Took a few pictures and hung out with him for a while. I think he was happy :]

Today is a lazy day. Just trying to listen to nut podcast. Will do laundry later when it's cooler.

Dinner last night was good. The curry cubes from Kim's mart work really well. The curry was really good or I'm just not very picky. Hannah and I had it for lunch today too :]

A Dream

The other night I had a dream that this one person was being really mean to me. I was at a performance on campus and then we went to his apt. The whole time he was joking around and I didn't think of it as a big deal. At his apt though, his comments got really mean and inappropriate, which scared me. So I left and never talked to him ever again. When I woke up I thought "I hate him." But then realized that whatever happened was a dream and not real. I'm not sure if it means anything or not. I just remembered the dream so decided to write about it.

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Lenday and Me


Lenday, Josie and Me


Part of group 4


4! haha we were trying to be creative.


All of group 4!


4th! and big bro for the day :]


Group 4 with our namesake


Trainer Mika and group 4! We <3 her!


What do you say? Jaromay!!

Finally!

I finally crossed! Yay!

NPB midterm on Friday was hard. But after I finished, I was glad to be done. I had an hour to study for grilling for APO. I didn't think I was gonna do well but when I took it, it wasn't bad at all. Friday night was so long. I didn't come home until 1am and then had to wake up early for Activation. For the first couple of hours of activation, everyone was just taking pictures, which was a lot of fun :] love my group 4!! <3

Finally around 11am, Activation started and we got initiated. My big bro couldn't make it to activation so Albert came, my 4th! He's so cool haha. He was my big bro for the day. Xiao, my pbro, swiped us all into the dc. So nice! I lost my key at activation so I had no way to get into my apt, since no one was home. So I ended up going to Michelle's and we went shopping. The shoes I was wearing were hurting my feet a lot so I bought flip flops when we go to the mall. It was so much fun hanging out with her :] After shopping we went to dinner at Zen Toro with Hanyong. It was good! I ate way too fast though haha.

After dinner, we walked to Michelle's place. It was so cold! cuz I was wearing a dress. We relaxed for a little bit at her place and then took the bus to my place. Hung out with Hannah and Kevin there for the rest of the night, which was fun. Michelle and Hannah both fell asleep and I was just chilling there when Hanyong decided he was gonna go to Safeway. He came back with a huge box of donuts hahah. He would! I had the donut he gave me for lunch today. :]

I woke up at 1ish today. It was so nice to sleep for so long finally. I was seriously so tired! Later I even took an hour nap cuz I was still tired -__- I feel better now though. I made dinner today. I bought the mix stuff to make Japanese curry from Kim's mart. It was really good! Hannah and I really liked it :]

Now just waiting to go over to Trainer's apt so we can bake a cake for my pbro. His birthday is tomorrow so we're going to surprise him at midnight. Papa's birthday is tomorrow too. He turns 50! ahh he's getting old haha. That's all. This is a really good weekend. Just need to make a copy of Hannah's key and it'll be even better -_-

<3

Epik High

I downloaded Epik High's new album today. I love the song map the soul!! and the video is so interesting. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OkiGO7u-6w

I'm so sad! They were in SF last weekend and I had no idea!! :[[[ Omg I have to see them someday!

Back to studying -__-

hmm

I guess it's awkward for him, which is totally understandable. I just don't know what to say and he doesn't either. He felt lonely tonight so he came by to see me..I guess I feel special. I just hope things get better soon and I don't feel so sad after he leaves.

Midterm on Friday :[ BUT no DL on Friday yay!

Went to line dinner last night, which was fun. After that went to last supper to turn in my requirements. Grilling on Friday (I hope I pass!) and special event (activation!) on Saturday. Almost done!

Weekend

I ended up hanging out with Ben Friday night. That was pretty fun. Michelle looked so pretty for the formals :] too bad I couldn't take a pic of her and Hanyong. So sad. Saturday was spent relaxing because I needed it. I hung out with my group. We went to in n out and planned our workshop. After that I hung out with Michelle which was a lot of fun. I love talking to her. :] Hugo picked me up and gave me a ride home. We were supposed to hang out but he was too tired so we didn't. sad.

Started out Sunday with service. Helped Erick set up for PLW along with pbros. We had to attend 3 workshops and teach one. My group taught how to play texas hold'em poker. It was a good presentation. So proud! :] Group 4's hardcore! haha After that I went to lunch with Lenday. It was supposed to be just us but then her boyfriend JD came along and Jon wanted to have lunch so he came too haha. It was a random lunch/hangout. We ate at Ohana's and when we got there, Jon goes oh so you brought me here cuz you didn't want to feel like a third wheel. -__- stupid Jon! So much for inviting him to have lunch with us so he wouldn't starve lol. I hang out with Lenday and JD all the time. So after lunch, we walked around at Gottschalks and the World Market. I got taffy! I came home and realized I was so tired so I basically passed out on the couch and napped for 2 hours.

Went to the last meeting at 7. Date auction was today. I ended up not doing it; well more like they didn't call my name but meh. I didn't care haha. So Minh was bidding on like everyone (the creeper he is) and would always give up at the end. Ray Chan was getting bid on and Minh was just about to buy him for $30 but Ray really wanted to be saved. So Lenday and I bought him for $31 and saved him lol. :] He good mugged us for that.

I can't believe I'm almost done. Line dinner is on Tuesday and the same night is last supper and turn in my requirements. Almost there!

Today was too hot! I hate this weather! But I also don't like extremely cold weather. Why can't I just move to a place where it's 70s all year round! That would be so nice :]

I miss talking to people.

Second Chances

I think I'm going to give him a second chance because every one deserves a second chance. I'm sure I've gotten second chances cuz otherwise my parents wouldn't have let me stay at Davis. I feel better about our friendship because this person is trying hard and I need to give credit to this person. :]

However I need to talk to someone else and explain what's right and wrong. He doesn't realize it and I just really need to point out things to him. Considering dropping out of school and leaving his family is not the right path for him...I told him our friendship wouldn't change but I'm questioning that now..especially since he's distancing himself even though he doesn't think so.

I feel like I can't talk to anyone. I don't know who to call or text to talk to. Everyone is busy studying.

tiredness

I don't think I've felt this tired in a very long time. Since last week, I've just been so tired. I just want to sleep and not do anything. Low in iron?

Interview nite was fun. Interviewed Andrew and his interviews usually last 30-60 minutes. We talked for about 20 minutes and it was so much fun. We have a lot in common and I had no idea, like he loves being around people and wants to live in a big city like New York. I really like how he dresses and how nice he is. :]

I really needed tonight and be around people. I am such an extrovert. Can't stay without being around people for a long time -__- ..Sometimes I just don't want to deal with anything anymore. I feel like a bad friend if I don't want to be involved or deal with their problems. I already have enough on my plate; I don't need more things to worry about. But I sound like a b**** when I think that..

Everything is boring right now. Everything is back to how it was before. Hopes went up and came back down again. I don't want change/good things to happen anymore if they're not going to last..

Sigh

The weekend was fun. Thumb hurts cuz I'm stupid. Today was a really lazy day. Just went to class and hung out with Kiren. Pbro taught me some stuff about poker. So much info! I'll probably forget by tomorrow -__-

Must start studying tomorrow! going home this weekend. I haven't been home in so long!

Goals:
-learn more about poker
-listen to podcasts for npb and nut
-phy fnt
-hmm pillow making?

ps: i've been wasting my life away by watching boys over flowers -__-