Back in Davis

Not much has happened. I feel like so much happened with friends while I was home. I knew about some stuff but not all of it. And today I heard about it all. It feels so good that I caught up on life of others; well at least my housemates and Dana and Dorothy.

I've missed you Hannah! We still have so much to talk about but it will happen soon when we're not so tired. We're sitting next to each other and talking to people on aim haha. This is one of the things I love doing; that I can be so comfortable with just sitting quietly next to her doing my own thing but still have that sense of security that yes she's here. That I have someone there with me even in my down, tiring or alone times.

I don't want anything more than family, friends and career. I don't want to get married if it's going to end up like the ones around me. I thought they were good but I guess I've grown up. I see what really happens and it pushes me away from relationships even more. Makes me lose trust. I don't want it and good thing is I don't have to worry about it right now. Please don't do anything to change that. I like the way how life is right now (well most of it at least).

sigh

Dana came over tonight! Omg I saw her after such a long time!! She talked about her study abroad and we looked at some of the pictures. I am so jealous!! I can't wait to catch up more with her =] It reminded me of India all over again. Over the weekend, my uncle called and wanted to talk to me but I couldn't bring up the courage to talk to him or the rest of the family. I knew I wouldn't be able to say anything and would probably get really emotional. I miss them so much! I need to be brave and just call them.