Last day

I can't believe November is over too. This year has gone by so fast.

Today was an okay day. I don't think I woke up in a very good mood. I hate it when that happens. class. relaxed. class again. safeway. cookie meet for hinduism, which was pretty good. cooked dinner, which turned out really good. meeting which was meh. mitty kitty dance was lame! I only liked the part when "wedding dress" song came on =] I seriously love that song! I think sponsoree can probably dance well to that song. I keep telling him to do TNT.

I miss people. I just feel like I haven't hung out with people. I'm looking forward to group 4 hangout <3 I miss them!

<3 you litto! I'm so glad you liked the food and I can't wait to hang out with you next quarter! I'm really excited about the banquet! It's going to awesome!

i'm like a neglected child.

Lil Bro is getting me Taeyang's autograph!! =D omg <3 litto!

This weekend was like a reunion. Saw my uncle after 11 years! He is such a changed person. I used to be scared of him but now he's super nice and soo encouraging! thank you for all the optimism this weekend. I really hope I can use it =] he calls me doctor -__-

truth

I guess I never thought of it as that way or I just didn't want to. Thank you trainer for talking to me. I just need to accept the truth. My big is my big and I can't change that. It doesn't matter that she's not around or doesn't like apo, she's still my big. I guess at least she's not a bitchy, just flakes a lot -__- She still did everything for me that she needed to, except the close relationship part that she even wanted according to her form.

This just means that I have to learn to be an amazing big myself, which trainer says I am. I'm doing a lot for lil bro =]

I wanna be PT next term because I had such amazing PT's. I want to share the love and friendship that my trainers built into group 4 <3

Finally done!

 

All I have to say is Michael you are HILARIOUS! <3

The party was blah at first cuz the music sucked and all they had to drink was beer. I only went to the party cuz it was across the street lol. Lenday and I bought drinks and after that the party was a lot better. We changed the music and there was dancing =]

LIL BRO WAS THERE! of course haha. I <3 her! She is so much fun to dance with =] Her bf is not considerate at all and I hope she listens to what I told her.

I have service at 8:30am and I'm pretty sure my ride is coming to pick me up at 8. Eff I have like 4 hours of sleep I can get and that's if I go to sleep now, which is not happening -__-

I really hope sponsoree, lil and I are awake enough to go to lunch after service. I really want to hang out with them <3

<3 group 4!

Woke up late but it was okay. Hung out with michelle after class for a little bit and then basically finished making the pillow. I just have to stuff it and finish sewing it. Went to Ikea with Hugo and finally got the light. Thank you Hugo! <3

GROUP 4! minus Nate and Aurina

Jon wearing Aurina's hat haha. I thought he looked cuute =]

aww soo cute =]

Omg hella cute video. Proud to say that I'm in it and made it happen =] My favorite part is "Jay-z" song thing haha.

New Moon

OMG NEW MOON WAS SOOO GOOD! <3


I was a jerk yesterday morning after bio though cuz I didn't do as well on my bio midterm so it ruined my mood. And then I couldn't be happy for Hugo for doing really well on the midterm. He was trying to console me but I just pushed him away and told him to leave me alone and then just left =/ I'm so mean sometimes. Good thing he knows me well enough cuz if it was someone else they would've been pissed off at me. I called him later on and he totally understood. Thank you! <3

I got a haircut! Spent way too much money on a blow dryer and straightener but Annie said it's a good investment. Went to costco and michael's with her and then epic.

"So some people, while dreaming, have the ability to realize that they are in a dream, and then take control of the dream, without waking themselves up. That's pretty freaking cool. The only thing I can do with my dreams is continue them... I'll be dreaming, wake up suddenly, sleep again, and then I'll be continuing that dream I was in. Yeah pretty random."

A friend wrote that in his blog and actually I realized I sometimes can control my dream..so weird.

I am so freaking bored. I know I could be studying for finals and stuff but psh who wants to do that -__- especially since I just finished midterms. I cleaned my room today. So proud of myself! haha

I'm watching Iris again and OMG T.O.P! He was shown for a tiny bit at the end of the 2nd ep! I'm sooo excited to keep watching this drama! =D


I want new music!!

aww trainer completed my heart!


<3 youu!!

hun teri sehli bangayi eh te aeda matlab ae te ni ke tu mere naal gal vi ni kar sakda. sachi mainu gusa chadhanda rehnda eh. meh hun koshish karni chad deni eh.

All done!

Front side of pillow and box.

Back side of pillow and box.

Thank you Annie and Angela for helping!

yes Hannah that is your bed. i didn't know where else to put the stuff to take a pic of it haha. hope you don't mind! =]

Yay

I finished the pillow!! The longest part was cutting out letters. I think it took me about 6-7 hours to finish. Pretty long since I didn't even sow anything -__-

I finished everything for the box except the calendar. Need to go pick up the pictures and then pick the best ones to put in the photo calendar. I really hope the pics came out okay.

Honestly APhiO made me be creative. First time ever making a pillow. Decorated so many things in the past week. I guess I can be creative when forced to be haha. I kind of like painting =]

I have some fabric leftover..hmm I'm thinking about making a pillow for myself =]

<3 you lil bro!

This week has been so busy. I'm finally getting to write.

stressful but fun at the same time. 1 midterm and paper down. 1 more midterm and a debate to go. then i'm done until finals.

<3 lil bro! you are so much fun! i like that you're creepy and i'm awkward. what a great pairing -___- but now that we're on the same page, we can be normal haha.

I think the box is basically full. Apparently she's making pillows right now... when she doesn't even have to. Hopefully she likes the one i give her..even though it'll be hella simple =/ but i can already tell she's not the materialistic type. she told me all she wants is someone who is like family outside of her family. she wants a sibling type relationship <3

I decided not to make the pillow tonight. I wanted to relax after a busy week. Tmrw will be studying and pillow making at night.

Tasks:

Sunday = shirt, sharpie, camera. pick up lines, getting shirt signed by actives and taking pics with them. when finished, yell "i love you big bro! do you love me?"

Monday = cheer that includes McKenzie, close family and i love my big bro. say to actives "hey sexy thang, wanna hula hoop with me?" and hula hoop with them. hula hoop competition with the other pledge who also has a hula hoop.

Tuesday = serenade an active by singing the song "everytime we touch" by cascade. booty spell close family.

Wednesday = find other pledges who have silly string and silly string pledge parents.

Thursday = rap the song "in the end" by linkin park

Friday = shirt, sharpie, camera again. ask for people's phone numbers and have them write it on the shirt and take a pic with them. second task failed cuz Ray didn't come to the event. was gonna make lil bro and 5 other pledges give him a lap dance -___-

interesting week. saw some pretty funny stuff. lil bro was happy that i didn't make her do booty scoops. apparently kevin appreciated that a lot.



sponsoree is so funny. his status on aim said omg i am so emo so i decided to im him.

Kajol fan 88
why are you emoooo?!
Gabjew90
OMG
taeyang-wedding dress
DID U see that shit yet
Kajol fan 88
HAHAHA
because of that sponsoree????
HAHAHAH
Gabjew90
YEAH
HEY I ONLY LIKE HIM CUZ HE CAN DANCe
Kajol fan 88
OMG! HAHAHA
Gabjew90
not cuz hes hot
i like him for the right reasons


=P

Fail

Texted the wrong Gabe last night to ask him what his favorite color is. Texted the wrong Gabe again asking him if he's at scavenger hunt yet.

FAIL

good thing sponsoree likes blue -__- he was not very happy that I'm not watching the drama that he recommended. oh jeez..let's not support priya in watching dramas!

Hung out with Hanyong, which was fun. hung out with michelle after class for a little bit <3

video shoot and photo hunt.

dinner with group 4 + cindy haha and then hung out more at scavenger hunt. starbucks and aurina's place.

i am so tired. i'm going to get so much work done!! i better at least!

I need to stop listening to the same music -__-

see more Funny Graphs

lol I need to get work done!

YAY FINISHED ALL THE CANDY LEIS!!!! we ended up making 48 of them, just in case. thank you everyone who came and helped =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T.O.P =D <3

why are you so beautiful?! hahah yay cindy for sending this to me <3

This weekend was amazing. Hung out with Group 4 on Friday. Went dancing with my love Saturday night! Went to Yuba City with family on Sunday!

I'm kind of stressing out about secret week but I think it'll just happen. I'll do everything this weekend. Christina said we'll find out Friday night so yay. Apparently my name came up last night and the first thing Lenday said was "she doesn't like camping." LOL -___-

I wanna know how this pairing up process works. Makes me want to be a bblb chair =] but it's so stressful! =/

Hung out with Michelle today! saw hanyong briefly. called and texted lots of people tonight. people better come tmrw cuz i'm not making a candy leis for your little! do it yourself!! >=[